2 юли 2022 г.

Изповед

"Аз, командвайки, не се нуждая да се аргументирам."
"Пък аз, аt the Rock show, не се нуждая да функционирам."

Lzzy Hale, 1 юли' 2022, Twitter (link): "I feel the need to confess to you: that I am also in an anxiety, depressed state. I let the doubting thoughts and demons get too close. I played a lot of guitar. And had rehearsals with the boys. Feeling a bit better. You are not alone, my love. I struggle lately with the amount of work I have, my insecurities of whether or not I'm good enough. Sometimes it feels like I'm in the back seat of my own life. It's hard to catch up; and not just push the bullshit down: only to have it fester, and seep out in other ways. I'm currently looking for a new therapist that specializes in my lifestyle. My last one was amazing, but we hit a wall, because she just didn't have enough experience with Rockstars, and the weight that comes with that. I'm forcing my way back into the driver's seat. Music does, but considering that it is also my career, sometimes that passion becomes a burden. I started painting again. It's so satisfying. And then hours go by; and you forget all the trouble... To be honest, it feels good to confess it to my Freak family. In ways, I'm a strong force to be reckoned with, but I still have my dark shadows. I was trying to deal with all that writing 'Wicked Ways'. I'm so glad we are releasing that soon. This is exactly the reason I wrote 'Wicked Ways': because, beyond all my dark times, I had to convince myself that I'm not evil. Yes, I can be mean, and be wicked, but that part of me doesn't define me as a person."

Допълнението към статията ми "Дяволите да ни вземат", pdf: link