Intention and Identity

"Genres are just sonic differences, not musical differences: genres don't describe sound, they sell identity. Harmonic movement is essentially gone from all popular music; friction, different voices moving together, than just a simple chord progression... And that's the physical feeling that you feel your body pulling itself through when you're listening to music with a lot more harmonic depth to it. But there's nothing wrong though with a chord progression, so it's a foundation to create a voice over it that will pull you in a direction. Your ear is your best friend; and developing your ear will develop your taste. This is not about being elite, but rather intentional." - Serge Droban, YouTube, publ. Jan 12, 2026 (link).

ЦЯЛАТА ПОЛОВИНЧАТОСТ и петролизираният долар

    (1) Душата витае, вземеш се в ръце, та духът се току затвори в тялото,

вместо да се душата приюти от духа и се прагматизира.

    (2) Или духът витае, вземеш се в ръце, та душата се току анихилира в тялото,

вместо да се духът подплати от душата и се любвеобили.

    ---------- "collapse of the self" (Žižek)

    (3) Но духът витае, вземеш се в ръце, та тялото се току анихилира в душата. 

Че какво Калин Янакиев (в "САЩ на Тръмп: не 'световен полицай', а 'глобална мутра'", Портал "Култура", 11 ян.' 2026, link) не разбира: войната (днес) САЩ - Китай не е, разбира се, ценностна, нито, разбира се, е политическа, нито е, разбира се, икономическа, технологическа е, а технологията се основава на обезпечено финансиране, та понастоящем - на петролизирано. Индивидът Мадуро (вожд) е от значение, индивидът Зеленски (лидер) е от значение 

(за света), но индивидът Путин (представителен водач), пък че индивидът Тръмп (представителен водач) не са от значение; та беше от значение Сталин (вожд), беше от значение Чърчил (лидер), но не беше от значение Хитлер (представителен водач) и не беше от значение Рузвелт (представителен водач).

    Откъде се казва всичко, всичко това? О, ами самотата за добро: и казва се откъм първия, ето, абзац - понеже третият си е себедостатъчен, пък вторият сляпо копнее по третия.

    Шумен, 12 ян.' 2026.

Ideology and Trauma

"When we suddenly find this solidarity in the shared perplexion: that's the moment of authentic understanding. Not the same solution, but the same problem. Human subjectivity emerges only through some primordial traumatic encounters of the abyss of the other's desire. This is the fundamental trauma. It's not this gnostic stuff of 'look deep into yourself, you will discover your true self'. Ideology prohibits something which it claims is already in itself impossible. We will discover precisely the abyss of our freedom."

Slavoj Žižek in "The Žižek Times", YouTube, Jan 1, 2026 (link)

Зародиш на цитатния ми фрагмент 

"The mind-body problem: Žižek over Hegel": link

The mind-body problem: Žižek over Hegel

    "What Hegel is saying is that this Kantian opposition between phenomena and the thing in itself is absolutely immanent to phenomena in the sense that the thing in itself is something that appears as such in our phenomenal experience. The big enigma is not can we step out of our phenomenal experience, and see how things are in themselves. The big problem is why do things appear. How can in the middle of positive being something like appearance arise? 

    He says in the famous passage in his forward to Phenomenology that the greatest strength of human spirit is the ability to tear apart what is in reality always together. This is the Hegelian speculative moment. Which means to introduce appearances. And to fall into an illusion, and to take an illusion seriously. 

    It's not our isolated consciousness. It is something that is formed through collective symbolic interaction, and through collective practice, and so on, and so on. This is how I read that nature is a historical category. Whenever we imagine nature, and precisely the way you mentioned it now - if I disappear, what remains, and so on, - that is always a historical product. It's overdetermined by our historical practice. 

    In medieval times reality was perceived as something which has some type of deeper meaning inscribed into it. It's only with modernity that this clear opposition emerged. This vast silent universe, no meaning in it; and meaning is something that we humans bestow on it. This is a typical modern phenomenon. 

    All natural visions of reality are socially overdetermined. I'm not saying that this means that they are simply not true, and that they are our collective idealist dream, and so on. All I'm saying is that if you want to ask radically the question so how are things in themselves, do not ask the question in this way. 

    And that's for me the limit of correlationism. This is where Kant... They share this presupposition: we are here, reality is out there; the point is can we get at it, or not. I reject this alternative not in some stupid Hegelian way: that everything is created by Our mind, and so on, and so on. 

    I think the problem is not how is reality without us, but how we are part of reality. And I don't mean this as an evolutionary question: how did human mind emerged out of... I mean it in a more radical sense, like how could something like self-awareness, and like this very transcendental horizon, and so on: how could this have happened in what we can vaguely can call objective reality. 

    Mystery is not out there: that you try to erase yourself from the picture, and the imagined reality in itself, how it is. This is typical human procedure. Because the whole image is already structured through the paradoxes of your mind, and so on, and so on. 

    But the problem is the old problem of German idealism: how the real is structured so that something like human consciousness, and something like our symbolic universe of illusions, and so on, can emerge in it. The mystery is here. The true mystery is not reality in itself. The true mystery is ourselves: how are we part of reality." 

    Slavoj Žižek in "The Žižek Times", YouTube, Jan 10, 2026 (link).

    Someone's comment: "The point is we can't stand ourselves as mere flesh. Even the most 'sex-positive' discourse smuggles in a sacred layer - love, authenticity, the 'value' of intimacy - to domesticate the obscene Real of the body. The illusion isn't optional, it's the condition for enduring it."

    In empathy, or in desolation: so my body as a punct of reality.

    Jan 11, 2026.

    P.S. "Fire and wind come from the sky, from the gods of the sky. But Crom is your god. Crom, and he lives in the earth. Once, giants lived in the earth, Conan. And in the darkness of chaos, they fooled Crom, and they took from him the enigma of steel. Crom was angered. And the earth shook. And fire and wind struck down these giants, and they threw their bodies into the waters. But in their rage, the gods forgot the secret of steel, and left it on the battlefield. We, who found it, are just men. Not gods. Not giants. Just men. And the secret of steel has always carried with it a mystery. You must learn its riddle, Conan. You must learn its discipline. For no one - no one in this world can you trust. Not men, not women, not beasts... This you can trust! (The sword.)" - "Conan the Barbarian" (1982 film), William Smith (the actor). Link.

Freezing Moon

"Everything here is so cold,
Everything here is so dark;
I remember it as from a dream
In the corner of this time.

Diabolic shapes float by
Out from the dark;
I remember it was here I died
By following the freezing moon."

Per Yngve Ohlin (диагноза "самота")

Аудио, Mayhem

(Ohlin on vocals)

"Freezing Moon"

"'De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas' is the debut studio album by Norwegian Black Metal band Mayhem. Songwriting began in 1987, but due to the suicide of vocalist Per Ohlin and the murder of guitarist Øystein Aarseth, the album's release was delayed until May 1994. 'De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas' is widely regarded one of the most influential Black Metal albums of all time. It is the band's only studio album to feature Aarseth and Varg Vikernes."

    - Wikipedia, "De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas", 11 ян.' 2026 (link).

Две сцени (от "Lords of Chaos", 2018, биографичен филм относно Mayhem):

    - Ohlin kills himself, нагласил съм показалеца, LINK;

    - Vikernes kills Aarseth, нагласил съм показалеца, LINK.

Мътна и кървава.

Vikernes днес: LINK.

P.S. В затвора 1994 - 2009. 

Има осем деца от съпругата си.

Black Metal-ът е официализиран в културно богатство на Норвегия.

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Какво Black Metal-ът е около своята същност

Минута видео, Vikernes 

като френски гражданин

(живее във ферма):

Китарата е прашасала...

Двама (епитаф)

Нощем в горски мрак щом самотата ти попие, 

се натъкнеш на към лунна светлина, 

самодива от сърцето ти ще пие,

без да се страхуваш от смъртта.

Чаровността

Чар, с който се облицова мрак; или мрак, с който се об-лицова чар. 

И с единия, и с другия вариант се отнема живот.

Въпрос на време.

Очарование (и очароването като път към него)

"Очарован ли съм?"

Волюция | Деволюция = стоицизъм, животът е смисълът на смъртта

Волюция, самотата

Инволюция, самотата за добро = f(Еволюция - Революция)

    Еволюция → Еволюция отначало

    Революция → Революция докрай

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Еволюция - Революция

    = Еволюция отначало - Революция докрай

    = Начало отсам + Край оттатък

    = Волюция ↔ Деволюция

Инволюция, епикурейство = f(Волюция ↔ Деволюция),

емоционалността е смисълът на живота

"Бях ли очарован?"

"Am I evil? Yes, I am."

Разочарование

Бях ли очарован?

"The moon is full, a dark evil night.

The howl of the wolf, a dark evil power."

Излизам, бродя по пълнолуние и на нищо подобно не се натъквам.

4-те минути "Stirring the Cauldron", Whiplash' 1986, аудио:

Култовият Величков

"Ама те са мънички. Те не са голямата сопа. Освен това ще бъдат много уплашени, че следващите ще са те. Защото един, който замине на мястото на Сарафов или на мястото на Главния секретар, - той ще бъде осветен от прожекторите. А тези, малките сарафовчета, секретарчета, славчевчета: 

те работят на тъмно, тайно. Те работят в мазето. Те работят като онези от 'Властелинът на пръстените', нали ги знаете, малките, дето вършеха лошите неща. Осветяването за тях е гибелно."  

- Адв. Велислав Култов Величков

при Дремджиев, 8 ян.' 2026, YouTube (link)